Space Traveler Reveals Depression After ‘Tsunami of Harassment After Historic Trip
A pioneering space traveler has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after facing a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – known as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the short-duration mission earlier this year, which also carried well-known figures.
The much-publicized journey was met with derision by some, who challenged its value and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the ordeal, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction buried her dreams under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a public message, describing a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the days following the flight.
She portrayed the press attention and digital reaction as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
The researcher, who has dedicated her work to women's health research and operated research during the flight, said everything she had worked for – including her studies and astronaut training to the personal milestone of her background – was drowned out under the tide of misogyny.
She is most acclaimed for her tireless campaigning fighting for justice for survivors of assault.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was deferred after being assaulted during her college days, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Now, eight months after fulfilling her dream, she noted the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she expressed gratitude the supporters whose kindness pulled her through. “Your support rescued me,” she wrote.
She concluded that amid the criticism, considerable good had emerged from the experience, including spotlight on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted spacecraft launched from Texas in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a short trip that exceeded the internationally recognized boundary of space.
The team of pioneers also featured leaders in multiple disciplines.
The enterprise behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company founded by a well-known tech mogul.
